A Threat To Close Friendships
- - by Lori Thorkelson
"For you were once in darkness, but now you are light in the Lord. Walk as
children of the light, for the fruit of light is found in all that is good
and right and true, and find out what pleases the Lord."
The conclusion of this three-part article on "Emotional Dependency" brings
relief to our readers: there is freedom from emotional dependency!
Healing for this sin that so deeply affects our ability to relate to others
is found through right relationship with Christ and the members of His
body. In exploring "The Path Out of Dependency", we look at suggestions
coming directly from Christians who've battled this sin, yet now are
learning to enjoy relationships that reflect God's design and intent.
The Path Out of Dependency.
The tendency to draw our life and security from another human being is a
problem nearly everyone faces. However, it's only after we encounter
repeated frustration and sorrow in emotionally dependent relationships that
we hunger for something more satisfying. We long to find contentment and
rest in our relationships with others, but how do we break the old
Before we start exploring the different elements in overcoming dependency,
we need to grasp an important truth: there is NO FORMULA that leads us to
a transformed life. Lifelong tendencies towards dependent relationships
can't be changed by following "ten easy steps". Jesus Christ desires to do
an intimate and unique work within each of us by the power of His Holy
Spirit. Change will come as we submit to Him and cooperate with that work.
The guide-lines we're considering here illustrate ways God has worked in
various people's lives to bring them out of emotional dependency. Some of
the suggestions apply to gaining freedom from a specific relationship,
others pertain to breaking lifelong patterns. All represent different
aspects of a whole picture: turning away from forms of relationship rooted
in our sin nature and learning new ways of relating based on our new
natures in Christ.
Elements In Overcoming Emotional Dependency
Making a commitment to Honesty.
In the second part of this series, we covered some reasons why dependencies
are hard to break. One reason was that as a result of the deception that
sets in, we can't see dependency as sin. This deception is broken when we
are honest with ourselves, admitting we're involved in a dependent
relationship and acknowledging our dependency as sin. Then we're ready for
honesty with God, confessing our sin to Him. We don't have to hide our
confusion, our anger, or any of our feelings, we just need to pour out our
hearts to Him, asking Him to give us the willingness to obey His will in
this matter. The next challenge is being honest with another person. We
can seek out a mature brother or sister in Christ and confess to them,
"Look I'm really struggling with my feelings towards my partner on the
evangelism team. I'm getting way too attached to her. Could you pray with
me about this?" As we "walk in the light" in this way, we can be cleansed
and forgiven. If we're aware of specific ways we've manipulated
circumstances to promote the dependent relationship, we can ask forgiveness
for these actions, too. The deeper the honesty, the deeper the cleansing
we'll receive. In choosing someone to share with, the best choice is a
stable, trustworthy Christian who is not emotionally involved in the
situation. This person can then intercede for us in prayer and hold us
accountable, especially if we give them freedom to periodically ask us "how
things are going". Extreme caution needs to be used in sharing our
feelings with the one we're dependent on. At Love In Action, San Rafael,
we've seen regretful results when one brother (or sister) has shared with
another in an intimate setting, "Hey, I'm really attracted to you. I think
I'm getting dependent". It's better to seek the counsel and prayer of a
spiritual elder before even considering this step, and even then, we need
to ask the Lord to shine His light on our motives.
Introducing Changes in Activities: Gradual Separation.
Whether the dependency has been mutual or one-sided, we usually begin to
plan our lives around the other person's activities. In dealing with
dependent relationships in Love in Action, San Rafael, we don't advocate
the idea of totally avoiding another member of the body of Christ.
However, we do recognize that a "parting of the ways" is necessary in
breaking dependency. For example, we don't recommend that a person stop
attending church just because the other person will be there. But we do
know that placing ourselves unnecessarily in the presence of the person
we're dependent on will only prolong the pain and delay God's work in our
Allow God To Work.
This sounds so obvious, but it's not as easy as it seems! After we confess
to God that we're hopelessly attached to this individual and are powerless
to do anything about it, we invite Him to come in and "change the
situation". The Lord never ignores a prayer like this. Some people begin
to confront us about this relationship, but we assure them we have it all
under control. Our friend decides to start going to a different Bible
study, and soon we find a good reason to switch to the same one. The Holy
Spirit nudges us to get rid of certain record albums, but we keep
forgetting to do it. We ask God to work in our lives, but then we do
everything in our power to make sure He doesn't! I've learned from my own
experience that thwarting God's attempts to take someone out of my life
only produces prolonged unrest and agony. Cooperation with the Holy Spirit
brings the quickest possible healing from broken relationships.
Preparing for Grief and Depression.
Letting go of a dependent relationship can be a painful as going through a
divorce. If we acquaint ourselves with the grief process and allow
ourselves to hurt for a season, our healing will come faster. If we
repress our pain and deny ourselves the time we need to recover, we'll
carry around unnecessary guilt and bitterness. Some people have said that
they found the Psalms to be especially comforting during this time of
Cultivate Other Friendships.
Even if it's difficult, scary, and our hearts are not in it ... we need to
do it. Our feelings will catch up later, and we'll be glad we've made the
investment in the lives of our new friends. The Lord will choose
relationships for us if we'll let Him. Willingness to accept the friends
He gives us will deepen our relationship with Him as well. He knows just
the relationships we need to draw out our special qualities and chip off
our rough edges.
Discover God's Vision for Relationships.
If we love another person as God loves him, we'll desire to see that man
(or women) conformed to the image of Christ. The Lord wants to bring forth
qualities in us that reflect His character and gifts that enable us to do
His work. In a recent issue of the Desert Stream newsletter, Andy Comiskey
said,"At the onset of any friendship, we must choose a motivation. Either
we mirror a friend's homosexual desirability or his/her new identity in
Christ. This may sound tough, but our willingness to be disciplined
emotionally might just make or break a friendship. When we exchange
another's best interests for our own neediness, we run the risk of losing
the friendship." If we desire an exclusive emotional involvement with this
friend, then our desires are in conflict with what the Lord wants. We need
to ask ourselves, "Am I working with God or Against Him in the person's
Resolve The Deeper Issues.
The compulsion to form dependent relationships is a symptom of deeper
spiritual and emotional problems that need to be faced and resolved. Self-
analysis is the least effective way to uncover these problems. The most
effective way is to go directly to Jesus and ask Him to show us what's
wrong. "If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, Who gives
generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him."
(James 1:5) Another effective way is to go to those God has placed in
positions of authority over us and submit to their counsel and prayer. For
some, a long-term counseling relationship will help us face the sins we
need to repent of and the hurts that need healing. For others, a small
covenant group that meets regularly for deep sharing and prayer will help
tremendously. Sometimes personal prayer and fasting draws us to God and
breaks sin bondages in a way nothing else will. The desire to find our
identity and security in another human being is a common sin problem with a
myriad of possible causes. Confession, repentance, deliverance,
counseling, and inner healing are means the Lord will use to bring purity
and emotional stability into our lives. The healing and forgiveness we
need are ours through Jesus' atonement. We can receive them by humbling
ourselves before Him and before others in His body.
Prepare For The Long Haul.
Sometimes victory escapes us because we prepare for a battle rather than a
war. Whether we are trying to gain freedom from a specific attachment or
from lifelong patterns of dependency, we need to prepare for long-term
warfare. We need to know ourselves: our vulnerabilities, the types of
personalities we are likely to "fall for", the times when we need to be
especially careful. We need to know our adversary: know the specific lies
Satan is likely to tempt us with and be prepared to reject those lies, even
when they sound good to us! More than anything, we need to know our Lord.
We need to be willing to believe God loves us. Even if we cannot seem to
feel His love, we can take a stand by faith that He does love us and begin
to thank Him for this fact. As we learn of God's character through His
Word, we can relinquish our images of Him as being cruel, distant, or
unloving. A love relationship with Jesus is our best safeguard against
emotionally dependent relationships.
Is There Life After Dependency?
Though overcoming dependence may be painful for a season, it is one of the
most curable ailments known to man. Often people are so healed that they
cannot even conceive of the extent of their former bondage to dependent
relationships. The immediate reward in giving up a dependent relationship
is peace with God. Even in the midst of pain over the loss of the
dependency, we experience peace, relief, and joy as our fellowship with God
is restored. "It's like waking up after a bad dream" one woman told us.
Peace with ourselves is another blessing we receive. It's much easier to
like ourselves when we are not scheming and striving to maintain a
relationship we know God does not desire for us. When we have relinquished
a dependent attachment, we are no longer tormented with fear of losing the
relationship. This, too, brings peace to our hearts.
In the aftermath of dependency, we discover a new freedom to love others.
We are members of one another in the body of Christ. When our attentions
and affections are wrapped up totally in one individual, other people in
our lives are suffering for it. They are not receiving the love from us
God intends them to have.
Individuals who have given up dependent relationships say they discover a
new caring and compassion for people that's not based on sexual or
emotional attraction. They find they are less critical of people and less
defensive. They begin to notice that their lives are founded on the real
security found through their relationship with Christ, not the false
security of a dependent relationship.
And, finally, overcoming dependency brings us a freedom to minister to
others. We can only lead others where we have been willing to go
ourselves. When we are no longer rationalizing wrong attachments, we have
new liberty in the Spirit to exhort and encourage others! Our discernment
becomes clearer, and spiritual truth is easier to understand and accept.
We become clean vessels, fit for the Lord's use.
In our desire to remain free from this problem, we need to remember that
hiding from people is not the alternative to dependency. Dependency is a
subtle counterfeit to the tremendously rich and fulfilling relationship the
Lord intends for us to have through Him. If we are trying to overcome the
sin of dependency, let's remember that Jesus is not harsh with us. He will
teach us to love people in a holy way, and He knows that this takes time.
There is a battle between the flesh and the spirit in every way of our
lives - relationships are no exception. But Jesus is the one who is
bringing His body together, and we are learning. "I am confident of this:
that He who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until
the day of Jesus Christ." (Philippians 1:6)
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brokenness, please contact:
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Phone (08) 371 0446
This article is reprinted by permission from:
Love In Action, P O Box 2655, San Rafael, CA, 94912, U.S.A.
A BOOK ON RELATIONSHIPS
WHY BE LONELY? by Leslie Carter, Paul Meier, Frank Minirth (Baker Books,
Grand Rapids, MI 49506, USA, 1982; $US 5.95 pb).
Written by three Christian counsellors, this book is very helpful for those
who feel the need to be more intimate. It begins by pointing out our need
for intimacy with God, others, and ourselves. The first chapter also
discusses why some people choose to avoid intimacy and the ways they go
about this. I found many helpful things in this book, especially the
testimony of one of the authors who reassures us that everyone avoids
intimacy at one time or another. The book also discusses the relationship
between loneliness and other problems such as depression, rejection,
anxiety, confusion, and disillusionment. Helpful ways are discussed to
overcome loneliness and the fear of intimacy.
- - Reviews by Dwayne Barclay.
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